Funk

I can feel myself diving into a deep and rapid funk, just in the last 24 hours. I don't know if its one thing bringing me there or if its a culmination of many things. But because I'm feeling predisposed to these feelings, now every other little thing is like another little weight pinned onto my person weighing me more and more down.

I really wish I didn't have to be at work today, because I have plenty to do at home that just might keep me preoccupied. But on the other hand I may not use that time wisely and fall into a deep sleep to avoid thinking.